Posts Tagged ‘Death’

Time to shred off the old skin

The storm passed

Clouds part

And there is a boy who is filled with life

He sees the future

He knows he’s got this

The mirror no longer stares at nobody

The mirror reflects a boy on a mission

The boy grabs the oars

Takes a step into the canoe

He takes off down the river with hope

You break the bottle without a drop of alcohol staining the carpet

Laughs, giggles, smirks, dumb sentence follows your lips

Blood flow increases, my eyes narrow, clinched, ready

An act of a lifetime starts, swooping down to steal my anger

And like always I look the other way

And the next morning when I wake up alone

I ask myself

What’s worse, the fact she breaks wine bottles without a drop,

Or the fact that she’s so far gone?

Either way my carpet isn’t getting destroyed, but I am

Whether I know it or not, slowly, each drop, each sip…

Dangling Soul

Posted: July 31, 2015 in Uncategorized
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I’ve never had a soul Death is what defines me 

I cringe at the light 

I fear for hope

I crave for the blade 

That puts me in my shade 

I’m hollow and shallow 

But me never ends

I’m like a ghost
I’m always there with you
But you never notice

I don’t fear darkness

But the absence of light

I fear my soul will fill with darkness 

My smile will fade into death 

I will be taken over by the depths of the unknown

I need protection from it 

I’m so vulnerable, just a man I am

I can’t fight off every demon that comes my way

Some will have to stay 

Kill me now
Let the monsters get me
I have no fear
You can’t kill me
I’m already dead inside

You said hi
So it’s my turn to say goodbye
You mesmerized me into a maze
And laughed at me all the way along
I thought I finished
But the game keeps going on
Your white dress is disgusting
Pretend to love me and hug me for once
So I can light a match
And watch your dress go up in flames
Blind mice can figure out mazes
What did you think would happen with me?

The body cold to the touch
Eyes shut, mouth closed
I had finally given in
I confirmed the piece of matter
No notes were left behind
No letters were left behind
The guy was once a friend
Lately just a name to bring shame
He was sick
Sick of him
Sick of life
Sick of it all
I questioned myself
Was there a part of me in him?
I didn’t want to answer it
I poured myself a drink
And told myself
My answer would come tomorrow

Life line

Posted: January 18, 2014 in Uncategorized
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I don’t wanna live dead
I’ve seen it a thousand times before
Bones with movement isn’t enough
A soul full of sludge doesn’t work
I’ve heard the tales of the broken
My eyes don’t wanna feel that
I don’t wanna live dead
Just keep the needle in me
That fills me with life

Bones ache to the core
Breathing is impossible
Hope doesn’t exist
Just the inner calling exists
To survive