2018 new me

Time to shred off the old skin

The storm passed

Clouds part

And there is a boy who is filled with life

He sees the future

He knows he’s got this

The mirror no longer stares at nobody

The mirror reflects a boy on a mission

The boy grabs the oars

Takes a step into the canoe

He takes off down the river with hope

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Poison Bottles

You break the bottle without a drop of alcohol staining the carpet

Laughs, giggles, smirks, dumb sentence follows your lips

Blood flow increases, my eyes narrow, clinched, ready

An act of a lifetime starts, swooping down to steal my anger

And like always I look the other way

And the next morning when I wake up alone

I ask myself

What’s worse, the fact she breaks wine bottles without a drop,

Or the fact that she’s so far gone?

Either way my carpet isn’t getting destroyed, but I am

Whether I know it or not, slowly, each drop, each sip…

Internal Battle

I don’t fear darkness

But the absence of light

I fear my soul will fill with darkness 

My smile will fade into death 

I will be taken over by the depths of the unknown

I need protection from it 

I’m so vulnerable, just a man I am

I can’t fight off every demon that comes my way

Some will have to stay 

Sick of mouse traps

You said hi
So it’s my turn to say goodbye
You mesmerized me into a maze
And laughed at me all the way along
I thought I finished
But the game keeps going on
Your white dress is disgusting
Pretend to love me and hug me for once
So I can light a match
And watch your dress go up in flames
Blind mice can figure out mazes
What did you think would happen with me?